Bitch on the Blog

July 6, 2010

Nowhere

Filed under: Communication,Despair — bitchontheblog @ 22:53

I am sorry. Despite gaelikaa’s plea for decorum all I can say is: Fucking hell.

Rest assured:  You are unlikely to hear from me again any time soon. Everything is shit only to find myself going round assuring  people that everything is fine. How crap is that?

Where was I?

I don’t care any longer what  anyone says, wants me to do, expects from me. I have just about had it. Obviously Apple of my Eye is  crutch to keep me on an even keel since he knows his mother can pull it off in the end. I don’t know. Anyway why the hell am I wasting precious time – I have about eight hours – on writing this shite when I could  and should respond to a heartfelt sweet email instead. I don’t know. I am just so knackered.  Feeding a baby every 2.5 hours round the clock for fifteen months was easier. I am so tired. No time to sleep. Son phones from motherland worried. He does not believe me that there is nothing to be worried about. Can’t even think of a subject line this minute  – which is not so good since they [subject lines] are my unique selling point. Where was I?

U

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6 Comments »

  1. Why would you try to assure people everything is well when it isn’t? How boring would that be?

    Comment by Cheerful Monk — July 6, 2010 @ 23:22 | Reply

  2. What the f- – – ing h- – – are you ranting about? (Don’t mind me. I’m enjoying my ranting.)

    I hate mysteries that never reveal themselves, like what happened to –fill in the blank–when it never left the house. Unsolved mysteries on TV I can get over because they are impersonal & don’t involve me. Mysteries in Who Done It books are solved in the end.

    It looks like the rough time you are going through could be solved by responding “to a heartfelt sweet email”. ???

    Comment by bikehikebabe — July 7, 2010 @ 00:42 | Reply

  3. Ah! Decorum….what you do to apples before you cook ’em!

    Not that you will cook Apple of Your Eye….

    I rarely respond to “Hi. How are you?” With the expected
    “Fine how are you?”
    Instead I things like,”I’m surviving. You?” , “I’m alive.” or ” Well, I woke up this morning.”

    When I say I’m feeling lousy people know I mean it AND when I say something really positive like,”I’m really well thank you.” They know that I mean it and some have even been known to buy me a beer on the strength of it!

    Your Extreme Expletive Explosion reminds me of one of my dearest friends, Elaine, who used the F word once and saw my look of surprise…I do not use that word myself as I believe that any word can be turned into an Expletive(often demonstrated to classes of children in discussion about the said word and its over use). I had never heard Elaine use bad language but she explained, ” David, you look shocked. Please don’t be. You see I have never sworn but a couple of weeks ago I got really angry with someone and out it came. It was so liberating!”

    I do miss Elaine since she died…. never to be replaced fully …. actually not even partially.

    Comment by magpie11 — July 7, 2010 @ 10:45 | Reply

  4. Ursula. I’m going to get straight to the point. Ring the Samaritans. Or go see a doctor. Or both. This is not funny. In this particular context pleas for decorum are out of place. I do agree. You need someone to talk to. Or at least medicine.

    I’ve no doubt that this too shall pass. Can pass. But I take your despair completely seriously.

    Comment by gaelikaa — July 8, 2010 @ 06:15 | Reply

    • And you will never say what you are despairing about. It’s your choice. I wear my heart on my sleeve.

      Comment by bikehikebabe — July 8, 2010 @ 18:38 | Reply

  5. I am around if you you want any kind of help or a well-trained pair of ears. You can ask for me to come on google chat via my gmail account. rrajgopaul@gmail.com

    Comment by Rummuser — July 12, 2010 @ 12:20 | Reply


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